poem to the ex.

There was a time in my life
Where I would have done anything for you.
I was yours unconditionally-
But you let me down in so many different ways.

The time I spent waiting for you--
Waiting for you to snap out of it
And come back wasn’t a waste of time after all.
It gave me time, time to forget.

I didn’t see it then but I see it now.
My eyes are no longer blind folded.
I feel free in a sense that I released
The love I saved for you.

I gave myself to you at one point.
Time and time again you pushed me away.
So far away that I would never
Think of looking back.

You did this to me.
The person I am today is not because of you.
It’s because of me.
I grew strong. Without you.
I don’t need you anymore.

The person I fell in love with is gone.
And the person I am today does not fit in your new life.
Nor does it want to…

forget what u feel, remember what u deserve...

Current mood: disappointed

So you like/love someone.... They're on ur mind most of the day... Little by little they win ur heart over... Everything would be perfect-if this was a perfect world. But this isn't a movie... It's not always happily ever after. It's not always peachy. Everything seems good till reality slaps u in the face...
Reality and ur heart don't always agree. Reality is u deserve better. Yet ur heart says I luv ___! Reality is they're not always what they seem. Ur heart says they're everything I’ve ever wanted... Reality is things change & that’s ok. Ur heart says I luv them for who they are, and who they'll become. Reality is they may not feel the same way at the time or after a while. Reality is maybe u've been with them for so long, u close urself from others who can be the ONE or someone who is better for u. Ur heart likes the 'comfort' zone. Reality is u put up with them & they're bs cuz ur heart won't let go. Ur heart builds them up to be something outta this world-the amazing individual who u can't live w/o & when u're without them ur heart falls apart... Reality is they're humans who make mistakes, lie, cheat, and hurt. Ur heart covers the bad, sees the good & that’s that. Reality is u never really know if ur gf/bf of years is the one u'll marry, or marry & be with forever. Reality is u never really know them like u thought. Reality is the heart puts up a good fight. .:sigh:.
I believe everybody has a soul mate. I honestly still believe in love.
But reality is-sometimes we fall for the wrong person. And like Alex says u get stuck with 'baggage'.

Sometimes its better to forget what u feel & remember what u deserve...